The tramp of no committing relationships.

Hi, Single One!

The last time I saw you was in 2014!

Lots of things happened since the last time. We even thought the end was near. Deep inside, I believed in the origins of all those zombie movies. But we survived. 

And while everything we thought wrong was happening, there was time for enjoying singlehood if you have ever thought what happens in those end-of-the-world movies is fake. Who has time to engage with loaded sexual intentions?

 Well. There is always time for that. 

I even got my first official sex toy directly from China.  Do not call me a prude. I just did not have an excuse. And the lockdown was a perfect one.

Either way, I got tired. I was so tired that I was ready just to be alone. I was heading my life goals to it. But life is interesting. And OMG what a plot twist. 

May have news ... soon. 

Ten years later. 2024 is going to be interesting :) 

My last boyfriend... 2009

The last real boyfriend I had... the one that lasted long enough to live with him... for few months.

I have already said it... the motherf*** let me go.. but it is the only bad thing of this ass***

 Why I am not with him?

*He did not want kids... and he is so handsome and too cute with babies.
*He told me I had to learn to live my life without him when the closest university of his city reject me.
*I am not his type of girl (physically...I am too white...racist LOL).

But he adored me.

I cannot say I love him anymore... because I let other stupid guy to enter in my heart after him... and well that is another story.

But I know I hurt him when I told him I was in love of another person...

Right now I am feeling old to have babies, but I wish someday to have one. So I better keep single and not having babies with a guy that doesn´t want them.

If I know he will have babies with another girl I am going to kick his ass... badly.

The first thought ...

I need to practice my English.
I need to complain.

I have time, kind of...

I just need to complain.

Although I hate the idea of being single... Living the life, no one to talk about life.

And because just sex.... sucks.

I am tired of sex and...
I know I am single because the chances I have had to be in a relationship ... I am kinda scared.

I do not want to be the girlfriend of a guy that doesn´t make me feel ok... like making me feel that If I had the chance to be with an exlover... I would.

I do not want that in a Boyfriend... so that is why I have skipped those chances... Like having a boyfriend in the morning and quitting him at night.

And the guys I wanted for me to be my boyfriend... Do not look at me as girlfriend quality. For sure they want me as their sex... but I decided that no more. Like listening to me is the price they pay for fucking me.

fuck that...

I do not want sex....

most of the time.

*sigh*